As of today I've made the difficult decision to abandon this site entirely.
It's been a rocky 4 years full of talking in chatrooms, late nights playing games, and even, funnily enough, time spent in a coma. Fortunately, because of all of you, I've had the strength to keep going and pursuing everything I love with an ever-burning passion that never once waned. Despite all of this though, I feel as though I've outgrown this website, and, well... so have all of you.
I'm 18 now. I'm no longer 12, or 13, or 14... blah blah, you get the idea, xD. I'm an adult. I graduated high school. I got a voice acting gig and I'm moving away from this place. I don't have the time nor the effort to keep updating this little corner of the internet that I've crafted for people like me and you. With that being said, my passions are still the same. I still love everything I once did. I still play video games, collect, watch hentai anime, read manga, all of that nerdy and geeky shit. I'm just placing my energy elsewhere with this website. Maybe, just maybe, one day I'll come back to this place. However, that day is not in the foreseeable future.
It's bittersweet. It's hard to believe just a year ago I'd pull all-nighters on here regularly. All-nighters filled with laughs, friends, love, and fun. Now, I want to abandon it and move onto things that, well, to be honest, are completely larger than me. I'll hold everything here close to my heart forever.
I'll keep everything here for memories, and also because I have like 2 years left with this domain name LMFAOOO I spent like $20 on it. I'm keeping it up as long as I can. Also, who knows, maybe my return will be swifter than anticipated?
I've been replaying Pokemon Emerald and Fire Red on my Gameboy Advanced. I'm so excited for the Hoenn remakes, so I've been replaying the games that first got me into the franchise. A little unfortunate I won't post the new remakes when they come out, but I'll still enjoy them to the fullest nonetheless.
Thank you all, for 4 years full of fun and love.
Memento vivere,
- Alex, aka. Haro
Happy Spring, everyone!
Not much has happened between now and since I last blogged, but that's okay! Sometimes life happens and sometimes life doesn't happen, lol. Excitingly, however, I got a new PC! :)
This is an actual desktop, too, not some shitty laptop I got from my parents. (still love you mom and dad.)
Specs:
CPU: i7-4960
GPU: GTX 780 Ti
RAM: 16GB DRR4
Motherboard: LGA 2011-v3
I'll be able to play more PC games as opposed to playing most of my games on consoles... Which is exciting! Still love my consoles dearly, though....
Maybe I can start being a real YouTuber?
*Flashbacks to 2011 when I'd record shitty Minecraft videos...*
- Alex, aka. Haro
Happy New Years, everyone!
4 years of this website, huh? Pretty amazing how far we've all come!
I love this place, it's like an evergrowing museum of everything I've ever played, been interested in, and done. I couldn't have done this all without you guys, and for that I thank you all.
In other news, I turn 18 this year! Finally graduating and leaving high school... And honestly I'm SO fucking glad, lmfao. Everyone tells you high school will be the best years of your life... but honestly everything I've loved about my teenage years has been UNRELATED to high school... Maybe I'm just a big ass loser... that's probably it... xD.
Anyways, what's everyone's New Year's resolution(s)? For me, I'm hoping to spend more of my time coding on this website, trying to make it look a little more modern and fix some bugs... Not to say I don't absolutely adore this place, but it's just a little outdated in some aspects... I also want to focus more on catching up with anime... It's been almost a full 2 months since I've even watched a single episode of like, anything... Finally, I want to spend more time in the gym and preparing to move out... I can't live off the occasional $5 donation that comes through here, LOL... Still very appreciated and I love everyone who sends as little as 1 singular cent.
My gym motivation has been at an all time high... Usually the gym feels like a chore, but I've been feeling just... better overall. I know the doctors said I would have long lasting mental effects, but to be honest it feels like I never had any mental problems to begin with. Still though, I'm going to focus on just small steps. Apparently there's a phenomenon where you get really energetic before you die. God that would suck if that was me rn LMFAOOOOO
Anyways, I've been playing more Minecraft recently. I haven't seriously played Minecraft since summer of last year... Speaking of which... I wonder where my old laptop from 2011 is. I think I have some Minecraft worlds on there? Maybe, a little unsure. It has been like, 2 years at this point.
Maybe I could start a survival server. Would you guys be interested? Email me and maybe we can make a Skype or something, lol.
May the new year treat you all with health and kindness,
- Alex, aka. Haro
This is not a guide. This is a genuine question.
LMFAOO genuine question how do people make friends IRL. I have a few I'm close to, have very similar interests with, but like... some new ones are always welcome! :p
I just get so nervous when talking to literally ANYONE... I did go to a convention in the summer, but like I didn't really click with anyone... I talked to this one girl and then it kinda just... slowed down between us. She was cute, wasn't even primarily interested in her romantically, I was just kinda moreso interested in being her friend. We played Minecraft a lot over the summer, then school started and we went from talking every day to sometimes... to basically never now.
Don't even get me started about school... Ever since the whole coma thing, I just get pity points from everyone. I want genuine friends and connections... Not some half-assed friendship formed from the pity of my incident. Most kids at my school aren't really into the things I'm into, anyways. Other than like Minecraft, and maybe Pokemon, that's really it. Vocally expressing my interest in anime and manga would for sure make me get shoved into lockers like some coming-of-age movie from the 90s.
Considering this is my last year of high school, it might be my last ever chance to 'easily' make new friends.
It's whatever, ultimately. Not like I care that much, it'd just be nice to have a new buddy to talk to IRL. (Still love you online strangers, though! :D)
Quick off-topic note, all of my older blogs have become invisible. Weird. I'll fix it when I get the chance. I have blogs all the way back from 2010, I DO NOT want to lose any of them.
Strangers, how do you talk to people IRL? Lmk!
- Alex, aka. Haro
Quick rant post. Happy Thanksgiving.
So I tried playing League ranked again tonight and immediately remembered why I stopped. Especially when I solo queue.
It genuinely just feels like a coin toss whether or not my teammates have an IQ higher than a newborn chimpanzee. It is just NOT possible to win, much less rank up when all of my teammates are simulatenously wiping their ass and sniffing the toilet paper while jerking off in the other hand.
Still love the gameplay #sorrynotsorry I won't be quitting anytime soon.
Happy Thanksgiving!
- Alex, aka. Haro
Man, my symptoms are just up and down...
Sorry if I haven't been blogging for long... As of recently my head has been hurting once more...
This sounds crazy, but the coma was the easiest part of everything. The side effects are MILES worse than spending 4 months unconscious methinks... At least with the coma I was practically sleeping through everything... Now I can barely sleep for more than 4 hours at a time...
Not to mention, vomiting and hotflashes... Sounds awful but in reality it's just what I live with every couple weeks.
Finally took this time to 100% Pokemon X and Y while I'm stuck in bed, though. Even managed to snag a shiny Zangoose! Named him Advil LMFAO because the ibuprofen I'm taking is blue colored.
Be healthy again soon,
- Alex, aka. Haro
Man, my symptoms are just up and down...
Sorry if I haven't been blogging for long... As of recently my head has been hurting once more...
This sounds crazy, but the coma was the easiest part of everything. The side effects are MILES worse than spending 4 months unconscious methinks... At least with the coma I was practically sleeping through everything... Now I can barely sleep for more than 4 hours at a time...
Not to mention, vomiting and hotflashes... Sounds awful but in reality it's just what I live with every couple weeks.
Finally took this time to 100% Pokemon X and Y while I'm stuck in bed, though. Even managed to snag a shiny Zangoose! Named him Advil LMFAO because the ibuprofen I'm taking is blue colored.
Be healthy again soon,
- Alex, aka. Haro
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